So sorry for not updating. I've been out there living and breathing and walking and spending money. Making the world spin. Making my head spin.
New York was great again. Everytime I leave I feel like I'm leaving something great in my life. I've taken on a second job to fulfill my goal of my newest project "5,000 or Bust" (meaning I need that amount of money or nothing.) I've got a sizeable chunk out of the way, but it'll be good to have it all done.
Jane has left. I can't believe that I was actually standing at the airport watching her go. It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do. She knows that. Amy knows that. Judy does too. I didn't want to be standing there, I didn't want to have dinner at Macaroni Grill the night before. I didn't want to have to play the last game of Scrabble with her. I didn't want to have to keep hugging her again and again so I could just know how it feels to be that close with her. What's an ocean between us right? I couldn't cry when she left, or in the car leaving, or the drive to Denton. When I got here I just let it out and lay there. I love her so much.
